Why we really cannot celebrate both surrogacy and Mother’s Day



Katy Faust

In today's society, mothers either are our first intimate relationship or she purposefully can be excluded from the life of a child in the name of “equality”. Photo ANP, Lex van Lieshout

When it comes to motherhood, our cultural stream produces both salt water and fresh water: We declare mothers to be irreplaceable in one breath, and say that mothers are completely optional in the next.

In March, Ireland’s Sunday World Magazine ran a cover story about a gay couple who went through surrogacy: “Brian Dowling and Arthur Gourounlian want you to meet Daddies' Little Girl”. At the same time, the magazine promoted a chance to win a 1000 euro voucher for Mother’s Day. In one glossy image, the magazine expresses the two conflicting messages of our modern culture: mothers deserve celebration, and they are irrelevant.

Sunday World Magazine

In today's society, mothers either are our first intimate relationship, the woman whose voice soothed us in and out of the womb, and the body in which we were knit together. Or she is just an “oven” for someone else’s bun.

Mothers either are the person from whom we get our quirky smile, our curly hair, or our Mediterranean complexion, and the woman we are growing to resemble. Or she’s just No. 11365C in the egg donor catalogue.

Mothers either are the person to whom we ran when we skinned our knee, the woman who helped us make sense of our breakup in secondary school, the woman who showed us how awesome womanhood was going to be, and the woman who made any house we were in our home. Or she purposefully can be excluded from the life of a child in the name of “equality”.

This collective split personality comes courtesy of surrogacy.

The mothers who are worthy of an international holiday due to their critical and irreplaceable role in our lives are spliced into three parts via surrogacy: birth mother, genetic mother, and social mother. Commissioning parents can select, a la carte, which, if any, of these mothers they want to keep.

Heterosexual commissioning parents may supply both male and female gamete and need only secure the services of a birth mother. Other couples or single women may seek both a donor egg and birth mother, but intend to provide a social mother. Single or gay men need to procure a genetic mother and a birth mother, and have decided that a social mother is not necessary at all.

But when we look at motherhood from the child’s perspective, we see that losing any of these mothers inflicts lifelong harm.

Losing Your Birth Mother Inflicts a Primal Wound

Even if a surrogate child is raised by the woman (social mother) who contributed the egg (genetic mother), the baby still will experience the trauma of losing the only person she knows the day she’s born—her birth mother.

We do not immediately place newborns on the chests of random women so they can forge a bond. We place them on their mother’s chest because they have an existing bond. Surrogacy purposefully severs that bond.

Surrogate-born children will experience the same long-term harm of maternal separation as adoptees do, known as the primal wound, often resulting in depression, abandonment and loss issues, and emotional complications throughout their lives.

Despite the fact that adopted children tend to be raised in homes with above-average incomes and more highly educated parents, they still have more academic and behavioural challenges than their peers raised by married, biological parents.

Unlike adoptees who are placed with parents through an institution centred on children’s best interests, surrogate-born children are acquired through a fertility market centred on the desires of adults. Adoptees lose their birth mother through tragedy, but children of surrogacy are separated from their birth mothers purposefully.

One surrogate-born man describes his primal wound this way:

"Something horrible happened to us at birth. We lost our mothers. They did not die, but they might as well have been dead because we lost them in the capacity of mother, and to a tiny baby, that feels like death. They are all we ever new and suddenly, they were gone.

That makes us feel very rejected. That leaves a hole in our hearts whether we admit to it or it manifests some other way like in depression or a fear of getting close to someone else. Sometimes it does not show up until we are in our teens or are young adults, and like me sometimes it shows up as a baby when I scream my head off for six weeks and they call it colic. They call it stomach gas or an immature neurological system.

Nothing can console us. I wanted my mother and she was not there. You cannot just substitute mothers and expect us to be okay with it."

Losing a Genetic Mother Results in Genealogical Bewilderment

Some children of surrogacy will need to heal from their primal wound while also struggling to identify their reflection in the mirror, known as genealogical bewilderment.

These surrogate-born children have been separated from both their birth mother and their genetic mother. Even though these kids may have a mother in their home, like two-thirds of other donor-conceived children, they feel that their egg donor mother is “half of who I am.”

If we want to spare children the pain of the primal wound, genealogical bewilderment, and mother hunger, we will oppose surrogacy and insist that, except in tragic cases, all three mothers reside in the same woman. Photo AFP, Genya Savilov

They probably will follow the lead of other children conceived via sperm and egg donation and someday embark on an internet quest to track down this parent to whom they have a natural right. As these kids grow, they likely will fantasise about this woman who contributed half of their genetic identities.

Kids such as this egg donor-conceived woman, who explains:

“Every day I wonder about my biological mom. Does she wonder about me? Do we look similar? Do we have similar personalities, likes, and dislikes?

That barely scratches the surface. I cannot put into words the pain of not knowing who my biological mother is and not being able to have/have had a relationship with her. I really do think about this at least once a day, and it is deeply mentally, emotionally, and psychologically troubling.”

Losing a Social Mother Results in Mother Hunger

Maybe the child of surrogacy will lose her birth mother, never know the identity of her genetic mother, and also be raised in a motherless home. Because a man and woman are required for baby-making, it follows that they are also critical to baby-raising.

Decades of social science tell us that mothers and fathers offer distinct and complementary benefits to child-rearing. Kids not only benefit from having a representative of both halves of humanity in their home, but they also crave the love and affection of a male and female parent. When kids are denied that distinct maternal love, they often experience mother hunger no matter how well-loved they are by their father(s).

Samantha describes her longing for a mother like this:

“My formative years were almost entirely devoid of women. I did not even know that there was such a thing as a mother until I watched ‘The Land Before Time’ at school. My 5-year-old brain could not understand why I did not have the mom that I suddenly desperately wanted. I felt the loss. I felt the hole.

As I grew, I tried to fill that hole with aunts, my dads’ lesbian friends and teachers. I remember asking my first-grade teacher if I could call her mom. I asked that question of any woman who showed me any amount of love and affection.

It was instinctive. I craved a mother’s love even though I was well-loved by my two gay dads.”

Although surrogacy dispenses with each of these mothers on an as-desired basis, children naturally need all three.

Each mother offers something that children need, and indeed, have a right to. If we want to spare children the pain of the primal wound, genealogical bewilderment, and mother hunger, we will oppose surrogacy and insist that, except in tragic cases, all three mothers reside in the same woman. That’s probably the woman for whom you will go all out to celebrate this weekend, knowing that you simply would not be the same person without her.

We either can celebrate Mother’s Day or we can celebrate surrogacy, but we cannot do both.

About the author


Katy Faust is the Founder and President of Them Before Us, a global movement defending children’s right to their mother and father. She is one of the signatories of the Casablanca declaration, calling for the universal abolition of surrogacy. In her daily life, Katy publishes, speaks and testifies widely on why marriage and family are matters of justice for children. She and her pastor husband are raising their four children in Seattle.

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An earlier version of this commentary was published in The Daily Signal on May 8th, 2020.



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